I can't tell you how many times a week I hear from clients, "I had a feeling" or "I knew better," and yet something stands in the way of them listening to their intuition when making important decisions.

To contextualize the phenomena, I want to say first that I believe we are all conditioned in varying degrees to discount our intuition because our patriarchal culture values more 'logical' or 'rational' ways of decision-making. With this in mind, using your intuition and trusting your inner-knowing is actually form of social rebellion. And who doesn't want to be a rebel!?

The first step in using your intuition is to access it more intentionally. Here are 3 simple (but not always easy) exercises to try:

1. First, and this is important, calming your mind is key. To access that steady wisdom (aka the 'gut feeling'), we have to quiet the chatter of our minds which is often fueled by worry, scarcity thinking, 'shoulds' and so on. How you choose to practice it is up to you - meditation, exercise, sitting in nature - do what works for you. I know this is easier said than done, but remember if you are able to settle your mind for just a few moments, you are on your way. 

2. Try writing your question down and engaging in automatic writing (writing without censoring yourself or picking your pen up off the page). You can also try this same technique with art-making to access your unconscious.

3. Pay attention to your dreams. While dreams often stray from the linear, they often contain symbols or clues that are helpful to us in navigating decision making. What did you notice in your dreams? How did you wake up feeling? Was there an overt or subtle message?

Ultimately, the practice of accessing and following our intuition is about building healthy relationship with ourselves - and that can take time. Patience is key, as is knowing that our intuition may not lead us exactly where we thought we should be. There are no guarantees with any form of decision-making, but the more we trust the process the more ease we find. 

To learn more about tapping your intuition, I recommend the work of Dr. Judith Orloff. You can learn more about her work and writings here.

Till Next Time,
Jessika

Happy summer, everyone! I can't believe the year is half over. It seems like just yesterday we were making resolutions/setting intentions for the year to come. Some of us were making vision boards and others were taking it to the next level with action plans. 

Now, here we are just a couple of days shy of the summer solstice - one of my favorite days of the year - and it's an auspicious time to pause and take inventory. 
 
For those that aren’t familiar with the celestial event, summer solstice is the first day of summer and the longest day of the year, and from then on out the daylight hours grow incrementally shorter. 

I think it's the perfect time to reflect, celebrate and make changes as needed.
 
Here are some questions to think about as you begin reflection:

• Are you living a life in alignment with your own values? If not, how can you make small changes to increase alignment. 
• Are you making time to care for yourself in all your complexity? Again, is there a way to schedule more self-care into your schedule. 
• Have you celebrated your successes in all their forms? This is a big one! We often overlook or downplay achievements when celebration fuels us and keeps us motivated. 
• Have you noted lessons and areas of growth from challenging experiences? Also important! No matter how much we plan and live pro-actively, hard times are inevitable. However, the more we are able to identify lessons and own our experience, the more meaningful these experiences become and the more resilient we become.
• Is there something that you hoped to be working on this year, but somehow that project has been side tracked? If you've noted this, no need to shame or blame. It happens to everyone. It may be this project fell off the radar for good reason. Is it still important to you? If so, how can you start making incremental progress toward your goal?

 
After you've taken inventory, think about taking simple steps to reprioritize where needed. Schedule time for the things and people who matter; as well as assessing what supports you need to show up for the life you want to live. That support may look like therapy and coaching or may be rooted in spiritual practice, a support group, relationships, community or ideally a mixture of some of the above.

In my own life, I've just decided to work with a personal trainer because they will have the expertise I need to take my health goals to the next level. The right support is everything.
 
Most of all, it’s important to remember this process does not need to be shame-inducing or stressful. It can be creative and joyful as we pause, assess and re-plan accordingly. I'm here to help!
 
Till next time,
Jessika

 Anyone who is familiar with my work as a therapist knows that I am a fan of interventions that (a)  focus on client strengths and (b) are creative and often outside the box. I tend to pull from a variety of modalities and approaches in my work from well-researched practices such as Dialectical Behavioral Therapy and Cognitive Behavioral Therapy, to emerging therapies (i.e. those that have been around for a long while, but have only recently been accepted by the mainstream mental health community) including nature-based and expressive arts interventions. I even utilize - wait for it - tarot cards.

Yes, it's true. I'm a licensed clinician and I utilize tarot with clients when they are interested and when the intervention is clinically indicated.

But before I share how I use the elusive tarot in session, let me backtrack a bit because I want to share that I first stumbled upon what would become my first tarot deck  when I was just thirteen years old, wandering around the back of a bookstore with my mom. She had no idea then the seed she was planting!

I was immediately smitten with the imagery of the cards; the universal experiences and personality types represented; and the feeling of entering another world filled with symbol and metaphor. Although, my long-term draw to the practice of tarot was the honing of and reliance on intuition. This is to say that by using the cards, reading the traditional meanings and drawing my own associations, I would gain insight into questions and situation that had me feeling stuck. As it turned out, I didn't need someone else to tell me what I already knew deep down, I just needed a way to access it. 

In my therapy practice, I offer clients the opportunity to do the same with my support and guidance. This is especially relevant to women and girls I work with who are often learning to trust themselves as well as explore identity and cultivate self-esteem. 

If you're intrigued and wanting to explore the world of tarot its easy enough to pick a deck based on which imagery you are drawn to. Most bookstores carry tarot decks, but there are also a host of unique small-batch decks sold on Etsy.com and other online sites.

Once you've picked your deck, an easy way to start practicing is to pick a card a day and let yourself engage with the card. Take a deep breath. What symbols do you see? What is the wisdom or the lesson of the card? Do you feel resistant or open?

Have fun with it! I'll be curious to hear how it goes ...

Till Next Time,
Jessika









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When I tell people that I utilize the expressive arts in my Berkeley therapy practice, I am often greeted with enthusiasm ... and some degree of confusion.

"That sounds so awesome!" People will often respond, and then ... pause. "So, what exactly is that?"

I smile because they are genuinely curious and I am eager to share.

So here are some things to know about of expressive arts therapy (or as we call it in the biz, EXA):

• EXA is "multi-modal", meaning it utilizes all art forms including drama, visual art, writing, movement and music for the purpose of expression, exploration and healing.
• EXA is about process (aka the mess). It is not about creating a pretty picture, though pretty pictures do happen.
• Yes, sometimes we throw paint in session and it feels good.
• Yes, sometimes we make playlists and dance it out.
• Yes, sometimes we have no idea what we're going to do, and "trust the process" to see where it leads us.
• EXA is strengths-based and collaborative. As an EXA therapist, I don't analyze or judge client's artistic expression - ever! I support clients in making meaning of both the creative process and, if appropriate, what was created.
• Sometimes we talk and make art. 

Meanwhile, I think it's important to note that EXA is not an ethereal approach to therapy, though it can feel that way because as adults we are so divorced from viewing creativity as a vital part of living. It can seem "so alternative" rather than straight up natural, and even practical.

After all, by incorporating the arts in therapy we often bypass defenses that hinder us, and are able to access suppressed feelings and inner wisdom that otherwise may not be accessed through talking.

Clients often report feeling relaxed or energized after sessions using the arts, as well as gaining new insights. 
If you're interested in learning more about how EXA can be incorporated into therapy sessions, please visit here. 

Meanwhile, I hope you'll consider creating something this week. Anything. Just to see how it feels for you. I truly believe creativity is life force, and artistic expression, a birthright. 

​Let me know how you do!

Till Next Time,
Jessika

Spring has sprung here in the Bay Area, and more and more I consider acts of joy and beauty to be medicine - a necessary ingredient for emotional health and resiliency during a turbulent (and fingers-crossed, revolutionary) time in history.

Often when I bring up this notion of chasing the joy to my clients they look at me suspiciously. Most of my clients, actually all of my client are high-achieving, growth-oriented and socially-aware. They give their all to work or school, are involved in social change initiatives, and community organizations, as well as creative projects. They are making things happen or would like to be.

So who has time to chase the joy? And more so, isn't it selfish when there's so much work to do in the world?

These are important questions, and to be clear, I am not suggesting that we only focus on the positive - that would be, from my perspective, unhealthy. Rather, I'm suggesting we hold both the shadow and the light, and that by taking the time to savor and enjoy the richness and beauty in our lives we actually fuel our capacity to take action, heal ourselves, and the world around us. 

Often in session with my clients I hold space for laughter and gratitude to arise, as much as I do for exploring the sadness and worry that is also part of the human experience. 

The joy and the beauty can be found in big events or small rituals from mid-afternoon naps, time with loved ones, a solo trip to a museum, or anything else that feels meaningful and nourishing. It can something you've always enjoyed or something new and unexpected.

As an example, last fall during the Kavanaugh hearings I  found myself feeling overwhelmed with grief and rage - an experience shared by so many at that time. Meanwhile, I also found myself having comforting dreams wherein honey bees played a central role.  Because these dreams felt especially potent for me, I ended up exploring the symbolism and felt inspired to begin a ritual of drinking milk and honey when feeling overwhelmed by the news. At that time, it was every evening. I focused on taking in the sweet, while holding space and staying present for all that was going on in the world. 

Regardless of what you choose to try, the key is to savor it - to give your mind, body and spirit the opportunity to experience pleasure and restoration on a deeper level. In service of healing, we have the opportunity to cultivate joy and beauty - what a concept.

Till Next Time,
Jessika

 As girls we're often told that saying "no" is perceived as rude, selfish and even defiant behavior. Sometimes the messages are explicit, but more often they are implicit.

If someone hugs us without consent, we should grin and bare it. We should attend a friend's party even if we're not feeling up for social time. If an adult gives directions that don't make sense, just do it. 

It's no wonder then that many of the women I see in my practice arrive on my couch questioning when to set limits and how to hold boundaries in professional environments and personal relationships.

If these concepts are new to you and even if they are not, this process can feel daunting. So for the purpose of this blog post we're going to focus first on cultivating curiosity and observation skills so that we can later make a plan for action.

The challenge, if you are willing to accept it is this:
Begin by taking one day (and one week, if you're up for it) to hone in on your felt experience in the world using all your senses. Begin first thing in the morning and take note of how you feel moving through your home and then on your way to work or other engagements, followed by each environment you find yourself throughout the day. Take note of both physical and verbal interactions. 

Some questions to consider:

1. Where do I feel most comfortable in proximity to others? Do I like being close? Do I need to stand a few feet away?
2. How do I know when I feel comfortable or uncomfortable in my body? Do my muscles feel tense/relaxed? Does my jaw clench? Do I smile?  Do I laugh nervously? 
2. What was my energy level a/o mood after talking to the person in question? Do I feel calm, irritable? 
3. Did I say yes to something that I really didn't want to?
4. Did I avoid expressing my true feelings when someone upset me? 

This list is not exhaustive, but a good starting place to begin noticing where your emotional and physical boundaries are and when they've been crossed.

Boundaries are personal and have as much to do with our unique preferences and personalities, as they do with our cultural upbringing and values. There is no right or wrong. 

Next week we'll explore ways to take action based on what you've learned about your feelings and needs. Meanwhile, be patient and kind to yourself as you begin this process. You are taking a step into uncharted territory --how brave!

Till Next Time,
​Jessika

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So the goal of last week's blog was to normalize the lower energy and mood that comes along with the darker months of the year, but to be clear ... that doesn't mean it's always easy. As I noted last week we live in a time when (for most of us) it's not acceptable to slow down even though instinctually we're being called by the natural world to do so. So then ... what are the options?

Well, for starters we tweak our self-care practices and kick them into high gear. Self-care in winter often looks different than other times of the year. The strategies that I list below are just a few of my go-to's and all have one theme - acceptance of the shift in season. We've got to work with what's in front of us, and lean in.

​At the end of this post I'm also including a complimentary Radical Self-Care template that I use with clients. Please feel free to download and use to help you identify self-care practices unique to you. 

Next week is the winter solstice, the longest night of the year, after which time the sunlight starts staking its claim a little more each day. Hang in there, or lean in, as the case may be. There's plenty to be learned in a time of slowing down and patience with what is, is often the first step. 

Till next time,
Jessika

Self-Care Practices for the Dark Months
 
1.Nature as teacher
I am a strong advocate of spending solitary time in nature, feeling your feet on the earth, and taking note. What colors are soothing and how can you bring them into your home or office? What animals and plants do you notice as you take your walk? What lessons can they bring? For most of this year I’ve been noticing banana slugs – talk about slowing down! If wooded trails aren’t your thing, a walk in a local park or even your neighborhood can be grounding. The key though is to focus your attention on your feet touching the earth as you walk. Breathe in and out, remember you are both supported and connected.
 
2. Tending the body
In my opinion, there is no one-way to support our bodies, but our bodies must be supported for a healthy mind and spirit. I encourage my clients to regularly check in with their own needs and plan accordingly. Do I need more rest or more activity? If I do need activity, will an active run help settle me or do I need a calming walk through the hills? Do I need raw food or cooked? If you’re not sure, you can experiment with different routines, and track your response. The goal here is not to add another task to our day, but to approach self-care with a sense of curiosity and exploration.
 
And lastly, but certainly not least …
 
3. Reflect, Create, Express
Late fall, early winter practically begs us to turn within and reflect on the year that is now coming to a close - what we've learned and how we've grown. As an expressive arts therapist, I often support clients at this point in the year in taking a visual inventory of their year either via collage or by creating a road map with different landmarks along the way. If neither of these directives are stirring your inspirational pot, make up your own - write, make a playlist ... the options are really unlimited.


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The light is fading, the temperature is dropping and for many so is mood and energy. This time of year it's common to hear folks contemplating the reasons for lower mood and energy, and wondering if they have Seasonal Affective Disorder (SAD).

If you don't know, SAD is a medical diagnosis that accounts for depressive symptoms including decline in mood and energy correlating with a change in season - usually fall and winter. It's also a term that gets thrown around in popular culture quite a bit.

But what if there's another lens in which to view your shift in mood and energy that doesn't involve a medical diagnosis? 

​Maybe your mood and energy are just different than at other points in the year. Is different necessarily wrong?

It's a hard concept to grasp in a culture that tends to label and pathologize the human experience at every turn. But if you take a look outside, you'll see all around us the natural world is slowing down and preparing to go inward during the winter months... meanwhile the pace of human activity and productivity is expected to stay as it would during other parts of the year. 

Why and how this came to be, is material for a whole other blog post, but the phenomena often makes me wonder: what would it be like if we could lean in to the slowing, rather than push against it? And even if our lives can't fully accommodate for slowing, just knowing that our bodies and minds are doing what is instinctual can often ease some of the discomfort that comes with a dip in energy. 

Next week's post will focus on some strategies to lean in and care for ourselves during the darker months of the year, but also know that if you are experiencing significant distress no matter the time of year, it is important to reach out for support. 

Till Next Time,
​Jessika







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Last week's post was about identifying and unpacking the anxiety many introverts feel as they navigate a world based on extroverted preferences. This week, let's take the conversation to the next level.

How do folks who are more introverted live their best lives when conditions can be at best uncomfortable and at worst, panic-inducing. Well, one approach is to live life on your own terms (as often as you are able), while also having an emotional first aid kit ready for when circumstances are limiting and you just can't. 

I know naming your terms is often easier said than done, but let's give it a try and explore ways you may have more power in your life than you may think.

Here are a few starting points ... 
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• Know your preferences. Knowing what makes you feel good and what doesn't is the first step in making healthy choices and setting boundaries for yourself. Do loud noises and crowded spaces drain you? Do you prefer intimate gatherings? Are you better suited for a job where you can work at home? Or maybe behind the scenes instead of with the public? These types of questions are important to ask. If the concepts of introverted/extroverted are new to you, I highly recommend reading Susan Cain's Quiet: The Power of Introverts in a World that Can't Stop Talking to learn more about the common characteristics and needs of introverted people. Once you have the answers you can ...
• Make requests. Most folks who are extroverted would never think crowded spaces or big parties are difficult for their introverted friends and colleagues. Why? Because they experience situations and environments differently. So we have to make our preferences and needs known. For many people, making requests can be difficult, so taking small steps is a good starting point. Perhaps begin with someone you feel comfortable with and express how certain activities or environments impact you, then make a request for your preference. At work, try making small "asks" and share how such changes will support your productivity. 
• Just don't go. Remember, there will be times when you have the choice not to participate in a given activity. If staying home and reading or ... daydreaming makes you happy, do it! If you can choose not to go, give yourself that gift ... minus the guilt or shame of not adhering to traditional social pressures.
• If you do have to go or want to push yourself , prepare. What do you need to filter the sensory overload you may experience? Sunglasses, earplugs, a good playlist? Does deep breathing help you? Can you text a friend who understands? Can you limit your time? Put your supports in place ahead of time.
• And lastly, give yourself recovery time! Personally, if I have a full day of social time, I need a full day of recovery time to myself. This is not because I don't adore my loved-ones, but because I feel tired and I need to recharge. Period. As I've come to honor this need for alone time, those close to me have come to expect it and support it as well.

I hope these strategies are of some support to your  introverted souls! I'd love to hear how else you care for your yourselves. Please feel free to leave comments - you never know who you'll reach!

Till Next Time,
Jessika
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Many of my clients seek my help to "manage their anxiety."

I hear these phrases regularly: I feel more comfortable at home. I don't like going to school/work. I get nervous in groups of people. My heart beats faster when I hear loud noises, and so on ...

Well, come to find out many, if not most, of the women and girls I see in my practice are introverted, and many had no idea. The feelings of unease, worry and panic they experience are in response to a world that is made for extroverted folks.

The majority of my clients are creative, intelligent, sensitive and highly introverted, yet at some point in their lives, usually early on, they had been pathologized for not adapting to or even thriving in environments based on extroverted preferences. 

For those that are confused by the terms introverted and extroverted, put simply, introverts recharge in quiet and tend to prefer small groups or one-to-one social interaction, while extroverts tend to recharge via social activity and enjoy large groups. There is of course a spectrum, but in general we talk about folks as being introverts or extroverts to better understand their social needs.

That said, much of my work with introverted clients focuses on  (1) helping them understand their reactions are understandable and (2) helping them identify ways to best take care of themselves in an extroverted world.

​This can be tricky, and goes far beyond avoiding loud music festivals. Work and school environments are  moving toward project-based learning and team models, which can be draining for those who are more introverted. Bright lights, sounds and scents can be overwhelming. Too much talking can be overwhelming. And so it goes ... 

In next week's post, I'll talk about specific strategies to care for your introverted soul. But until then, from one introvert to another, know your introversion is not a flaw!

Till next time,
Jessika